Saturday, February 3, 2018

Silicone kingdom.



        Hears mom and dad yelling    Mom always wants a divorce    Dad calling Momma a whore, drunk    Been drinking all weekend a couple of coors    A couple of doors were broke in cover the floor, damn    He’s always told never to tell    If anybody finds out he’ll be put in a cell    Hit with a belt    There will be nobody to help    And so he prays everyday    While he’s stuck in this hell    All to himself    He holds every ounce of it in    All the kids who have things always laughing at him    All the teachers see his pain    But he’s playing pretend    Playing with friends    Is something he wishes he can but    Nobody wants to give him a chance    Nobody wants to be with him man    Been looking at the future    But the future is so far in advance    Looking at the alcohol in his hand          Like damn, like why, why god    Why do I do this again and    Why am I getting so drunk    See my dad was a drunk    I don’t wanna be him, I    I know I’m searching for feelings    I thought I could find them in bottles of Gin    I'm tired of losing my faith    And then looking to fake    To replace all my feelings within          I don’t wanna lose myself    Lose my-self    I don’t wanna lose myself    Just to rule    The Silicone Kingdom    With you, with you                She goes to read another message    Ho, Slut, Stupid and fake    She doesn’t know how much she can take    She looking at her body    It's a body that she plans to replace fake    Everything all over her face fake    Smile leads up to her lashes    Never been asked about passion    Only been asked about passing    The blunt to the left or a pic of her chest    Call a bitch and a mess    She’s a wreck    Waiting for a text from a guy    Who tell her that he love her    But he wanna see her cry    Who tell her that he love her    But he beat her every night    With a pipe out of spite    She might leave him for a guy    With a tie and a job    A Mike or a Rob          She’s tired and sobs on the knob of a door    Yelling out “please I can’t take no more”    And he’s yelling out “Fuck you, you cunt, you whore”    Damn she doesn’t wanna be on the news          Only 22 looking down the barrel of a 22    Looking for a move she can make    Looking at the bruise on her face    Never felt safe    Never felt late til the end of the month    Looking down at her stomach like    “what have we done”    I was looking for love    And you were looking for fun    And now a life is in my body    ‘cause you wanted to cum          Like why, why god    Why do I do this again and    Why am I thinking that    We can find love inside lust    See we love to pretend, I    I know I’m searching for feelings    I thought I could find them    By fucking with him    I'm tired of losing my faith    And then looking to fake    To replace all my feelings within          I don’t wanna lose myself    Lose my-self    I don’t wanna lose myself    Just to rule    The Silicone Kingdom    With you, with you                He’s addicted to the worlds most dangerous drug    The one that’ll make you lose    Everything that you love    And we don’t understand    Money doesn’t buy love    So we pile up all our money    Just to buy us a new car    Some new rims    A new Benz    Doesn’t have friends no more    An iPod an iPad an iMac    So rich that he’s feeling poor    If he had one chance to go back    Wishes that he never bagged a whore    A couple more coors and a broken door    Shattered decor all over the floor    Coming home at a quarter to four    Coming home is a bore    Looking at a Gin bottle    Got a quarter to pour    At a local titty bar got a better rapport    No cover ones cover the floor    Really looking for more    And more money makes more problems    He don’t understand how to solve em    Doesn’t understand    His son and his wife are his life    Every night when they fight    Now he’s looking at them as a problem    That's a problem    Now he doesn’t know what to do    Out of touch, leaving town    Every weekend or two    Thinking money maybe buy us    All the happiness too    Til he’s sitting in a room    Staring back at a 22    Like what happened to life    I went so many years and I thought I was right    I went so many years never living my life    And I’m scared that my son turns out just like me    Why me, my God    Everything I see really is a facade    Fake love, fake hair, fake nails, fake bod    We replace as a race and we try to play God          Like why, why God    Why do I do this again and    Why am I getting so drunk    See my dad was a drunk    I don’t wanna be him, I    I know I’m searching for feelings    I thought I could find them in bottles of Gin, I    I know we’re thinking that    We can find love inside lust    See we love to pretend, I    I know apart of the problem    Is Silicone Kingdom we’re living within    I'm tired of losing my faith    And then looking to fake    To replace all of my feelings within, I          I don’t wanna lose myself    Lose my-self    I don’t wanna lose myself    Just to rule    The Silicone Kingdom    With you, with you.


Hears mom and dad yelling

Mom always wants a divorce

Dad calling Momma a whore, drunk

Been drinking all weekend a couple of coors

A couple of doors were broke in cover the floor, damn

He’s always told never to tell

If anybody finds out he’ll be put in a cell

Hit with a belt

There will be nobody to help

And so he prays everyday

While he’s stuck in this hell

All to himself

He holds every ounce of it in

All the kids who have things always laughing at him

All the teachers see his pain

But he’s playing pretend

Playing with friends

Is something he wishes he can but

Nobody wants to give him a chance

Nobody wants to be with him man

Been looking at the future

But the future is so far in advance

Looking at the alcohol in his hand




Like damn, like why, why god

Why do I do this again and

Why am I getting so drunk

See my dad was a drunk

I don’t wanna be him, I

I know I’m searching for feelings

I thought I could find them in bottles of Gin

I'm tired of losing my faith

And then looking to fake

To replace all my feelings within




I don’t wanna lose myself

Lose my-self

I don’t wanna lose myself

Just to rule

The Silicone Kingdom

With you, with you







She goes to read another message

Ho, Slut, Stupid and fake

She doesn’t know how much she can take

She looking at her body

It's a body that she plans to replace fake

Everything all over her face fake

Smile leads up to her lashes

Never been asked about passion

Only been asked about passing

The blunt to the left or a pic of her chest

Call a bitch and a mess

She’s a wreck

Waiting for a text from a guy

Who tell her that he love her

But he wanna see her cry

Who tell her that he love her

But he beat her every night

With a pipe out of spite

She might leave him for a guy

With a tie and a job

A Mike or a Rob




She’s tired and sobs on the knob of a door

Yelling out “please I can’t take no more”

And he’s yelling out “Fuck you, you cunt, you whore”

Damn she doesn’t wanna be on the news




Only 22 looking down the barrel of a 22

Looking for a move she can make

Looking at the bruise on her face

Never felt safe

Never felt late til the end of the month

Looking down at her stomach like

“what have we done”

I was looking for love

And you were looking for fun

And now a life is in my body

‘cause you wanted to cum




Like why, why god

Why do I do this again and

Why am I thinking that

We can find love inside lust

See we love to pretend, I

I know I’m searching for feelings

I thought I could find them

By fucking with him

I'm tired of losing my faith

And then looking to fake

To replace all my feelings within




I don’t wanna lose myself

Lose my-self

I don’t wanna lose myself

Just to rule

The Silicone Kingdom

With you, with you







He’s addicted to the worlds most dangerous drug

The one that’ll make you lose

Everything that you love

And we don’t understand

Money doesn’t buy love

So we pile up all our money

Just to buy us a new car

Some new rims

A new Benz

Doesn’t have friends no more

An iPod an iPad an iMac

So rich that he’s feeling poor

If he had one chance to go back

Wishes that he never bagged a whore

A couple more coors and a broken door

Shattered decor all over the floor

Coming home at a quarter to four

Coming home is a bore

Looking at a Gin bottle

Got a quarter to pour

At a local titty bar got a better rapport

No cover ones cover the floor

Really looking for more

And more money makes more problems

He don’t understand how to solve em

Doesn’t understand

His son and his wife are his life

Every night when they fight

Now he’s looking at them as a problem

That's a problem

Now he doesn’t know what to do

Out of touch, leaving town

Every weekend or two

Thinking money maybe buy us

All the happiness too

Til he’s sitting in a room

Staring back at a 22

Like what happened to life

I went so many years and I thought I was right

I went so many years never living my life

And I’m scared that my son turns out just like me

Why me, my God

Everything I see really is a facade

Fake love, fake hair, fake nails, fake bod

We replace as a race and we try to play God




Like why, why God

Why do I do this again and

Why am I getting so drunk

See my dad was a drunk

I don’t wanna be him, I

I know I’m searching for feelings

I thought I could find them in bottles of Gin, I

I know we’re thinking that

We can find love inside lust

See we love to pretend, I

I know apart of the problem

Is Silicone Kingdom we’re living within

I'm tired of losing my faith

And then looking to fake

To replace all of my feelings within, I




I don’t wanna lose myself

Lose my-self

I don’t wanna lose myself

Just to rule

The Silicone Kingdom

With you, with you.


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